And on winding roads, in crowded clubs and hotel bars...

acidic_flower @ 2009-03-18T22:22:00

2009-03-19T05:22:53Z

First day went pretty well.

New tat!

2009-03-16T05:20:05Z

With a heart made of roots <3

acidic_flower @ 2008-12-11T18:40:00

2008-12-12T02:40:57Z

Done by Syrup at Enemy Tattoo in Everett, Washington.

And yes, the font is supposed to look like that haha.

Voice Post: Voice Post

2008-04-01T17:09:16Z

I'M TOO SEXY

2007-08-05T04:42:22Z

acidic_flower @ 2007-04-16T14:05:00

2007-04-16T21:06:05Z

THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T MESS WITH PEOPLE.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/18134671/?GT1=9246

LOL

2007-01-14T04:51:18Z

LOL FRIENDS CUT!

Because my f-list was getting crazy.

So, I only cut people that I either don't talk to anymore, or who aren't very active. You want back in, comment here.

acidic_flower @ 2005-12-31T04:29:00

2005-12-31T12:29:44Z

Last year, my New Year's Resolutions were as follows:

1.) I will actually focus on my school work.

2.) I will try to be less sarcastic and cynical.

3.) I will not let my views of the opposite sex control my life.

This year, I have one:

I don't want to regret anything I did or did not do.

I'm not going to play the parts others want be to be, I'm going to be true to myself, and I won't hide my feelings for others. I want to look back on 2006 and be happy with it, and not regret anything.

Not a single, fucking thing.

Happy New Year's, all. ♥

~FRIENDS ONLY~

2005-01-17T05:12:15Z

Journal is now going to become friends only, due to a privacy issue, so if you want to read, comment, and I'll add you!!!

Some things should probably be kept private...

acidic_flower @ 2005-01-09T00:12:00

2005-01-09T08:23:10Z

You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Okay, I want everyone to HONESTLY fill this out...I want to know what people think of me, and what I need to change about myself:

What is...
1. My best personality trait?
2. My worst?
3. A quirk of mine that is funny?
4. Something strange I do?
5. The one thing I should do more of?
6. The one thing I should do less of?
7. How caring am I?
8. Have I been living up to full potential?
9. Do you think that I'm easy to talk to?

If you could change...
1. My work ethic?
2. The way I treat people?
3. My views on life?
4. My views on love?

Do you think...
1. I'm self-centered?
2. I'm vain?
3. I use people?
4. I'm loud?
5. I'm too "out there?"

Thanks. Love everyone.

acidic_flower @ 2005-01-07T23:55:00

2005-01-08T08:03:24Z

McDonald's uniforms= teh sex (Me)
German stuff (Forchuse)

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
so....sew....sew buttons?

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
sounds good

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
I need to do that

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
on several pairs of pants...

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
lmao....why? did they snap off...because...someone was in them?

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
anyway, did you finish the survey thing?

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
not yet...

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
WHAT DO YOU MEAN "SOMEONE WAS IN THEM?!?"

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
haha

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
that's so funny!

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
*shrugs* I don't know what you're talking about.....*shifty eyes*

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
oh really?

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
*shakes head* No idea...but the video camera I set up does.

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
So do the polaroids.

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
how much do you want?

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
Are you kidding? People are paying me TONS to watch this stuff! I've already
posted it online! It

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
is great, really. Excellent performance, but I've got ONE question.

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
and that is?

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
How do you bend that far? 'Cause I know I can't!!!

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
I do yoga

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
LMAO

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
I didn't even know hat position was POSSIBLE!

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
seriously

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
haha

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
LMAO

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
*claps* I'm sure a million people are thanking you riht now...

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
kudos to yoga

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
next thing you know, I'll be up on a stage accepting an award

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
Yeah! Porn star awards. They have 'em every year.

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
I know...

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
who did you get the video of me with?

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
and how would you know that?

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
cuz you know there's a whole line up

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
and I think you know who....*pointed look* He's number ONE.

Das Huhn, das nicht die Straße kreuzte says:
oh, the Captain?

McDonald's Uniforms= Teh Sex! says:
el captarino!!!

Stolen from Dayna, who Stole it from Gracie

2005-01-08T07:15:48Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
35. Are you going to put this on your lj and see what I say about you?

ARGH!!!

2005-01-08T03:14:27Z

I don't belive this! For the third time, I've missed my friend Charlie at aikido. First, it was because of boot camp, and then it was because I was too tired and busy. Now, it's because I can't do aikido this month due to finals...*unhappy sigh* Noooooooo moooooooorrrrreeee fffffiiiinnnnaaaallllssss!
And this heritage project...all of it's due Wednesday the 12th, and I haven't really done much. I suspect I'm screwed.
Anyway, Charlie, if you end up seeing this, I'm sorry. I really had all intentions, and eventually, you'll get the pictures from the seminar! I promise ;)

School wasn't supposed to happen today, but the weatherman lied-again-and so when I woke up, I was severly disappointed. It was a feeling akin to learning Santa Claus isn't real ;) Only then, I cried. I was able to contain myself this morning. I admit I spent about fifteen minutes sitting on a chair being incredibly pissy, though.
Technology class to look foward to tommorow, so that ought to be fun. It's called DiGi Pen, and it's to learn computer animation. I've always thought it would be fun to make a video game like Final Fantasy...I actually mapped out a story and plot, so who knows? The question is who'd play it...? ^_^

The highlight was giving my friend Nick his Christmas gift. I had to order it online because I couldn't find it in stores. I ordered it a month ago, too! So...it's a little late, but at least it got here. It was a plushie of a cactuar from the Final Fantasy games, and I'm pretty sure he liked it. =^_^=

Happy days~!

KILLKILLKILL~!

2005-01-04T03:09:41Z

I'm so deppressed. I haven't slept for close to 24 hours now, and school SUCKS SO MUCH. I was so stressed out I had an asthma attack...so you can imagine how bad it must have been.

On the flip side, saw my wonderful ROTC peeps today. My buddy Alex got me this hilarious manga, "One Peice," and I read it and just kept cracking up. Funny, he already knows me too well. I love him so much. Just don't tell his girlfriend....*shifty eyes* ^_^

And Kenneth got me these earring that are unbelievably cool. Like, they're so COOL. It's ridiculous. I'm wearing them tommorow.

I have to get up at 5:00 tommorow, which is LAME. LAME, LAME, LAME!!!!!!

GRR.

Oh, and everyone should listen to "Shut up and Sleep with me." It's the most hilarious song ever. Seriously. I've got it on repeat.

BLAH

2005-01-03T03:34:00Z

Ugh. I'm really not looking foward to tommorow, because breaks over and it's back to the Jarvinator!!!! XD I can't think of anything worse right now, especially since she's probably going to move Daynumms and I away from each other...having her to talk to was probably to ONLY reason I show up to that class, and I have to say that I'll miss the sarcasm. Oh, and I've also got to worry about this big-ass Japanese test, which if I start studying NOW, I might be ready for in, oh, say a few months from now. My own fault, really. Kinda haven't been paying attention...*nervous grin*

So, yes, I'm utterly doomed.

On the flip side, back to NJROTC and all the lovely guys I've been missing. Wow, I'm hella shallow...I was going to make "Be less shallow" a New Year's resolution, but I was pretty sure I'd be setting myself up for dissapointment ;) But I can't really help it....they're *really* fit.

Still haven't gotten everyone a Christmas present. Feel bloody terrible about it, actually. I haven't had the money, and also I've got no idea what they want.

Oh, and for "Lost" fans, here's an exerpt from Claire's diary I wrote. :)

Dear Diary,

Sat out in the sun today. Like yesterday, and the day before that, although there was a bit of a breeze today. Charlie brought me an empty jar and insisted it was full of peanut butter, then licked his fingers, which, I admit, *was* a bit of a turn-on. However, I do suspect he's off his bloody rocker.

Loves,

Claire.

SPIFFEN-FREAKEN-DIFFERIC!

2005-01-02T04:46:46Z

Happy first day of 2005!

I've decided to learn Arabic, so wish me luck with that!

Nothing else to say, right now at least, that I can think of.

Quiz Crazy

2004-12-31T07:00:44Z

Your Sexual Flavor Is Vanilla

Sweet, simple, uncomplicated

You go with the flow, and go well with any lover.
You're not a prudish lover but an adaptable one.
A blank canvas, you're willing to be painted with any kink.
As long as it's washed down with some sweet whipped cream.

Secret talent: Pole dancing

What's Your Sexual Flavor?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

Hahaha! It mentioned my kinky side!!!!! That's awesome!!!! (Hm. Interesting. I wonder what that's telling everyone.....) Thanks to Alex for the link.

New Year's Resolutions

2004-12-31T01:46:24Z

I thought it would be fitting to post some things for next year that I will try to acomplish:

1.) I will actually focus on my school work. *nervous grin* Heh heh...

2.) I will try to be less sarcastic and cynincal...I'm not sure how that's gonna work, but *shrugs* I'll give it my best shot.

And the biggest one yet...

3.) I will not let my views of the opposite sex control my life...

Haha, it's the truth. Most of what I do and where I go depends on who's gonna be there....*drool* Which reminds me that my friend Forchuse and I always think about this one guy, and the conversation she had with her mum is as follows:

Forchuse-*looks quickly over at the place where he works, then pretends she didn't look*

Mum-Must be terrible.

Forchuse- *innoccent blink* What is?

Mum- Thinking about one person *all the time.*

Forchuse- Uh...dunno what you're talking about...

Haha, anyway, happy new year, and I hope everyone has fun and stays safe!
Keep your virginity~!

~Elwyn

w007!

2004-12-27T19:37:40Z

Christmas was great---- I GOT A CHERYR RED STRATOCASTER!!!!! *squee* I've been playing guitar since last year's Christmas, but it was acoustic, and I wasn't sure I would get the electric....BUT I DID!!! I'll upload a picure of it soon...it's so pretty! ^_^
Haha, I'm so crazy.

Hm. Break is almost over, and that's sad, because as much as I love my friends, I HATE spending an hour first period with the Jarvinator...

Well, I know I had more to write, but I can't think of any of it right now....*shrugs*

Oh, go see "National Treasure"! GREAT movie!

Holidays

2004-12-19T02:58:49Z

Ugh. I spent five hours babysitting last night, made forty bucks, and half of it is gone...Christmas shopping....meh....

Why are they so expensive? Dammnit, this sucks. -_-

Definatley a flaw of the holidays, if you ask me.

Beating Twenty Monkeys Over the Head With Lead Pipes...

2004-12-16T07:11:41Z

...to test the effects of trauma.

Haha.

Okay, well, now I feel like complaing about to be verbs. I hate them with a passion.

Okay, I'm done.

Der hund ist schwer...

2004-12-16T01:38:17Z

Okay, nothing else to post exept this lovely conversation that I had with Harmony:

Harmony: God, how creepy would it be to like, sit in Santa's lap?

Emily: Well, if you're thinking like THAT, very. *pretends to be child molester Santa* Hello, little girl. Here, sit on my lap and tell me what you want to Christmas...

Harmony: *high fallsetto* I wanna PONY!

Emily: Well, I don't know if I can get you that, but you can always ride me...

Wow, guess I'm getting coal in my stocking this year...^^;;;

acidic_flower @ 2004-12-14T20:52:00

2004-12-15T04:55:43Z

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

I'm a pile of cotton candy with extra happiness sprinkles!!!

2004-12-15T04:32:11Z

Okay, the subject line was a quote from my friend Kenneth. That is what he says I am.

*********My friend Dayna is the sun- a giant, flaming ball of gas. She said she'd be upset if I posted that online, so naturally, I kinda had to...

Okay, so last night, my mum got pissed off at me and yelled at me because I am "too cynincal." She says that I need to change my outlook on life, and you know what? That prompted me to write the following::

I'm not always sad; most people just tend to think that about me anyway, though. Maybe it's the fact that I used to be gothic, or that little bits of it keep coming up. Who knows.

Sometimes I'm happy, other times I feel like Kurt Cobain must have as he wrote the song, "You Know You're Right." A slight grin, laughing at himself and others, and giving everyone who wouldn't leave him alone a lie and the middle finger salute; "Things have never been so swell, and I have never felt so well." Then, the chorus: "Pain."

It's a feeling that goes beyond typical teenage angst. So, maybe I'm overly jaded...who knows. I just had my eyes opened to the darkness of the world around me by someone I loved- someone who used me and then left me for dead. So then, I was trapped in this little world he built for me, and I've only been able to see how terrible everything in our world today is since then. So I thought, "Maybe "God" will help me through." So I prayed. I went to chuch. I opened myself up. All for nothing. There isn't a god, because he didn't do anything to help me no matter how much I begged. He didn't help my friend from turning to drugs, to almost killing himself, he didn't save me. There will never be any salvation for him...that I can say with confidence. Not for anybody. While your at it, why doesn't "God" save the people in Africa dying of starvation and AIDS? The people dying for their country in wars? In fact, why would any "god" allow war? Why doesn't he fix it? Does he enjoy seeing soldiers blown apart by others that he supposedly created? And what aobut young children who've been molested and abused? Where is THEIR god???

So you want to know how I am? Why I'm like the way I am? Many people rarely care what you're like when they ask, "How are you?" "Why are you the way you are?" Those questions are about as meaningless as a lot of "I love you's" I've heard.

Still want to know?

Well,

Things have never been so swell, and I have never felt so well.

When do you fall out of love?

2004-12-14T03:16:44Z

This sounds kind of dumb, but when exactly is the point when two people stop loving each other? I don't think that someone wakes up and has absolutley no feeling for a person they've loved for a while...so where is the moment when the chemical reaction that causes love ceases?

Because scientist have discovered that that's all love is--- a chemical reaction in the brain. Gods, does this sound jaded? I guess I kind of am though.

So, assuming that love is PURELY a reaction, and nothing else, is it possible that after the chemicals stop mixing, you can carry NO feelings for that person whatsoever?

Because that isn't my experience. Even if you aren't in love with someone, maybe you end up carrying feelings for that person anyway. Like, you don't actually feel anything for them anymore, but it's more of a memory, kind of like you remember the way something smells or tastes.

So if this is true, will there be a day when we can erase these kinds of things, a la "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind?"

Just wondering.